When my son di:ed at sixteen, it felt as though the ground had vanished beneath me.
Grief consumed every part of my life, draining color, sound, and pieces of who I once was. Meanwhile, my husband, Sam, remained calm in a way I couldn’t comprehend. While I spent sleepless nights in tears, he became quieter and more withdrawn, locking his emotions behind a wall I could never penetrate. Over time, that silence grew into a chasm between us, one too wide for love to bridge.
After our separation, life carried us down separate paths. Sam remarried and built a new life, while I gradually pieced mine back together. I harbored no bitterness, only a quiet hope that he had found the peace we both had struggled to maintain. Twelve years later, when I learned he had passed away peacefully in his sleep, memories and lingering questions surged back.
